thankful in life

been take a rest in work, and spare my time for tumblr. This activities already listed on my spare time, always, even tough I had only 1hour for this. While browsing, and finding some inspiration, I got a cup of Old town white kaffe. The smells was so good, and I was enjoyed my time. 

Have you ever wonder to be someone else in life? I have, and when I was in my down condition, that imagination always comeback to me. But I know that always be plus minus in everyone's life, both of rich or poor. It's reality, and you can change that reality with your hardwork. I always keep it in my mind. While someone life draggin into death, I'm here alive and healthy. While someone starved to death for a plate of rice, my mom always cooked for me three times a day. Thus, I tried to thankful everyday for everything I have in life. 

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le ballroom

been invited so many wedding party from my fellas. It seems that last 3 months are the best day to get married. People said that before "bulan suro" in Jawa tradition, and also after "mooncake festival" in Chinese tradition. Many tradition and belief in our life, thus we just followed the tradition itself. 

Every girl have a happily ever after marriage life dream with her hubby and her kiddos, so do I, but in reality, that's quite a implicit dream. Time changed, people changed, love changed, you cannot decide your future life and your marriage, you just can follow the life itself, and make it better - closed to your dream. Not a happily ever after life, but just a happy life :)

by the way, I attended Chaterine and Andy's wedding with my younger brotha' at Le ballroom last two weeks. 

F21 dress| unbranded clutch| Zara nude pumps| Guess watch

surely fast!

Time flies away, and now is November already!
I cannot imagine that I spend my one-full-October so quickly. I guess when it closed to the end of year, day really turned so fast, do you agree with me?


Have you plan anything for Christmas night and NY?
me, maybe I will stay in this city, because first, I still work by that time; second, I just spend my holiday two months ago, and it inappropriate to have another holiday so quickly. I will smart to plan my holiday for next semester. Wohooo! I am so excited :)

source: purple orchid couture

tin tin and snowy

Last weekend was a hectic weekend for me. There's a lot to do things in a day, and must finished up all by weekend. Exhausted yes, but still thankful for everything I have until now. I've been packed up my application and fillin' all online upload files, sent it to DHL. Now I just pray and hope that everything will be settled by time. 

I gotta out of town that weekend to meet korean expats for a meeting, plus do a presentation to solve the problem at plant. I really need a day to have a deeply sleep. But when the night is coming, I stuck on my DVD player and I cant stop it. Blame it to myself for this temptation. 

got myself for a movie with my friend, purnama. We watched Tin-tin adventure in 3D, such a nostalgia movie. When I was a child, this movie is one of my fave cartoons. 

unbranded tops and cardigan| Zara black skirt| Guess watch| C&K chain bag 

Nothing but only bluffing

You can say sorry a million times, say I love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever you are. But if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true, then don't say anything at all. Because if you can't show it, your words don't mean a thing for me. 

I'm too tired to hear all those million emptiness words, my heart is too fragile to wait for your proof. You never know how it hurts and kills me slowly every since I met you. Enough it's really enough, I will stand still for myself, put a shield for my fragile heart, so that you'll never play a game with me. 

God, please keep him away from me.