when nobody left and there's only me...

thankful in life

2011-11-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

been take a rest in work, and spare my time for tumblr. This activities already listed on my spare time, always, even tough I had only 1hour for this. While browsing, and finding some inspiration, I got a cup of Old town white kaffe. The smells was so good, and I was enjoyed my time.

Have you ever wonder to be someone else in life? I have, and when I was in my down condition, that imagination always comeback to me. But I know that always be plus minus in everyone's life, both of rich or poor. It's reality, and you can change that reality with your hardwork. I always keep it in my mind. While someone life draggin into death, I'm here alive and healthy. While someone starved to death for a plate of rice, my mom always cooked for me three times a day. Thus, I tried to thankful everyday for everything I have in life.

images from various tumblr site.

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le ballroom

2011-11-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

been invited so many wedding party from my fellas. It seems that last 3 months are the best day to get married. People said that before "bulan suro" in Jawa tradition, and also after "mooncake festival" in Chinese tradition. Many tradition and belief in our life, thus we just followed the tradition itself.

Every girl have a happily ever after marriage life dream with her hubby and her kiddos, so do I, but in reality, that's quite a implicit dream. Time changed, people changed, love changed, you cannot decide your future life and your marriage, you just can follow the life itself, and make it better - closed to your dream. Not a happily ever after life, but just a happy life :)

by the way, I attended Chaterine and Andy's wedding with my younger brotha' at Le ballroom last two weeks.

F21 dress| unbranded clutch| Zara nude pumps| Guess watch

surely fast!

2011-11-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Time flies away, and now is November already!
I cannot imagine that I spend my one-full-October so quickly. I guess when it closed to the end of year, day really turned so fast, do you agree with me?

Have you plan anything for Christmas night and NY?
me, maybe I will stay in this city, because first, I still work by that time; second, I just spend my holiday two months ago, and it inappropriate to have another holiday so quickly. I will smart to plan my holiday for next semester. Wohooo! I am so excited :)

source: purple orchid couture

tin tin and snowy

2011-11-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was a hectic weekend for me. There's a lot to do things in a day, and must finished up all by weekend. Exhausted yes, but still thankful for everything I have until now. I've been packed up my application and fillin' all online upload files, sent it to DHL. Now I just pray and hope that everything will be settled by time.

I gotta out of town that weekend to meet korean expats for a meeting, plus do a presentation to solve the problem at plant. I really need a day to have a deeply sleep. But when the night is coming, I stuck on my DVD player and I cant stop it. Blame it to myself for this temptation.

got myself for a movie with my friend, purnama. We watched Tin-tin adventure in 3D, such a nostalgia movie. When I was a child, this movie is one of my fave cartoons.

unbranded tops and cardigan| Zara black skirt| Guess watch| C&K chain bag

Nothing but only bluffing

2011-10-28T11:21:00.000+08:00

You can say sorry a million times, say I love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever you are. But if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true, then don't say anything at all. Because if you can't show it, your words don't mean a thing for me.

I'm too tired to hear all those million emptiness words, my heart is too fragile to wait for your proof. You never know how it hurts and kills me slowly every since I met you. Enough it's really enough, I will stand still for myself, put a shield for my fragile heart, so that you'll never play a game with me.

God, please keep him away from me.

Best thing I never had

2011-10-23T11:49:00.000+08:00

I wanted you bad, I'm so through with it
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gone always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears, I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out
-Beyonce

Singapore week-end holiday

2011-10-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

As I told you on my previous post, On the trip, that I will quick share my last holiday at Singapore and KL-Malaysia. So here we go and beware for loading more photos.

You should try once of Brotzeit, Germany restaurant at 313 Somerset, where you can find their famous sausage, pork knuckle, and beer. Unfortunately we serve too much when we were hungry, so look at our table!

Anyway, I found that Orchard on Friday was uber crowded, so many people walked and hang around, and shopped too. I felt so desperate at waiting room at F21, H&M, and Zara, it was killing me, also when you must queued to pay at cashier. The best crowded place was at H&M, you cannot walk along the alley between the clothes line, because there was so much people, and it sicks! so I just take a peek inside then walk away to ION, which was better than 313 Somerset.

I was remember my last year holiday with family when I went Vivo city, and shopped with my mommy after playing all day at Universal studio. It was unforgettable moment after all. Thus, here I was again, with my friends, shopping all day around Vivo city, from basement up to rooftop.

That day was sunny, and my last night at Singapore. I will miss this city (alot) and gonna visit you again for another weekend. The last day was so much happened between Maison island, and Marina bay sands. From the casino up till the skypark. I was so excited going the skypark, and the hotel had the best architecture after all. Too bad we didn't sleep at this hotel, thus we could not go inside the pool. My friend told me to get swim on there, it was breathtaking view up there.

Swing our whole mind down Bay sands mall, and looking around from Gucci, Channel until Louis Vuitton, then eatin' some macaroons. I can even stop my feet to keep walk around, because of that the last night to watch Singapore's night. At the end, I could only say that it was the best weekend I ever had.

KL was the last destination to transit and back to my routines at Surabaya, although we were delayed for 4hrs at Changi to go there. It was awful to wait, but better to wait at Changi airport than Juanda. Hahahaha.

I will see you (soon), Sing!

Alexander McQueen S/S 2011 at Paris

2011-10-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

The Alexander McQueen S/S 2011 show was running so extravagant at Paris. Creative Director Sarah Burton absolutely has been able to take-your-breath-away fashion runway feeling. Found the great backstage moment shots from front-row-view website, you could imagine how great the fashion running all the way. The outfits, showcasing exquisite craftsmanship in a color of silver, nudes, corals, pinks, golds, and lilacs, with also dramatic shapes and contours. The materials were also a textural selection, including gathered light chiffon, lace sheaths juxtaposed with smooth, slick leather, and ample amounts of gradient beading, feathers, and embroidery.

Footwear was most heel-less or cut-out wedges with beautiful embroidery everywhere, matching flowers and lace. The statement piece, though, had to be the intricate lace head pieces that covered everything from just the model’s hair to their full heads, providing the perfect ensemble-matching accessories. One word for this runway show: Spectacular!

source: trendland.net

YSL New Fall 2011

2011-10-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

In this new trend YSL always put on great affection in their video making. Model and muse Raquel Zimmermann strikes a pose for YSL New Fall 2011 campaign video - for about 14 looks in 53 seconds. I find a little bit biography of her, and seen her shoes off-dance in video for Lanvin. This session poses includes a mostly black-and-white selection of stunning pantsuits, tweed sets, silk shirts-long dress, white fur jackets, metal heel-boots, and remarkable accecories.Simply set at high-rise Manhattan window with the sound of LCD Soundsystem’s “I Can Change” blaring in the background, the video was shot by Inez van Lamsweerde and Vinoodh Matadin.

source: hautefashionafrica & trenland.net

"Keep looking until you find it", Jobs said

2011-10-07T11:31:00.002+08:00

"The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it." - Steve Jobs

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Photo by Norman Seeff, taken from here

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky - I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me - I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

Photo by Diana Walker, taken from here

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Photo by Diana Walker, taken from here

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005

One of the memorable and inspiring speech for me and for us. The world has lost one of his best innovative man.
You will be missed but never forgotten, Rest in peace, Steve Jobs.

On the trip

2011-10-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

Taken on Skypark rooftop and front Marina bay sands (below)

Urbanmaleshop at VIVO CITY

Skypark rooftop Marina Bay Sands entrance ticket

LV Maison front Bay sands

I was going to Singapore and KL on my holiday trip last week. I went with my fellas, vera, bote, and dian. It such a great vacation with the girls. There so much story in 4 days trip with them, it is all happiness and full of laugh at there. I will share my story with you all soon, after I get all the photoshots from my fellas's camera. Keep your eyes on me :)

Anita & Harianto Wedd

2011-09-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

After the Tommy and Dessy wedding celebration, then this Sunday will be Anita and Harianto wedding. They will held their wedding party at Srijaya ballroom. We were going there together after we held our sleepover last night. I was pretty starving when I woke up, and realize that the air-con blew so hard until I hardly move my feet. Got make-over with my girls before down to the wedding, and took some photoshots backwards. It was a great sunny day (did I say sunny? I guess it was hottie day!)

anyway, Anita is my college friends, and I knew her for about 5yrs. I got an internship job before graduation with Anita at Tangerang about 3yrs ago. It was a great memories to remember. She was a good friend, and good listener. Although we rarely meet each other, but I live with her on the same roof for 6months was enough to know each other personally.

Congratulation for Anita and Hari for the wedding! :)

stressed day

2011-09-26T15:21:00.001+08:00

I felt so stress until today, and I guess that will happened to me for next 2 months before the end of year. This job is killing me, and it always happening due the project. My head is spinning and my mind is stuck with the solution. I just can pray that everything will just fine. I wish I can return when the problem was not happening.

image sources: weheartit

Tommy and Dessy Wedding celebration

2011-09-26T15:12:00.003+08:00

Like I said on my previous post, this Saturday is Tommy's wedding. The wedding held as same as Michael's wedding, it's at Pakuwon imperial ballroom, but of course with differ decor and performance. This wedding is the best wedding party this month, I love the decor, the video-taken, the professional photographer, the show, but not the food. hahaha yeah! the food as same as Michael's wedding. Boring.

I knew Dessy (Tommy's bride) before, and like I knew, she is a cheerful woman, and attracted. I saw their marriage video, and I can't even blink my eyes to watch the next scene. They are perfectly matched each other. Like I said repeatedly, Happily Ever After, guys! :)

Night after the wedding, me and my college's friends sleepover at Bote's apartment, and we were playing Monopoly deal all night, until dropped. hahahaha it's such a great night. Laugh, story-telling, make over, photo shoot, playing cards, gossiping, that makes an unforgettable memory for me.

I love you, guys! :)

Half wedding ceremony of Maria and Rinaldy

2011-09-26T12:08:00.003+08:00

Last Friday night, I've been invited to engagement-wedding ceremony of Maria and Rinaldy. I am not quite sure what I must called that party was. Wedding or Engagement? not too simple but also not too big ceremony. Maria is my old friend, me and she already have a friendship from high school until college, it's a long time until I came here today watched her held a marriage. Unpredictable marriage, since Rinaldy was our senior tutor at college. Yeah who knows. But I wished both of you have an ever after marriage life, guys! :)

Don't you recognize that my make-up so natural, and no hair-do in this ceremony. Yes, it's Friday! and I got myself in a rush after work-time at 6 PM, and so do my other friends! LOL. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are Tommy and Anita wedding, and this weekend would be a great time with my fellas from college to held a reunion. Stay read, bloggers :)

F21 LBD | Charles and Keith polkadot heels | Vintage mom's black clutch

YSL shoes - SHINY!

2011-09-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

From the latest collection SS2012 from Yves Saint Laurent, you can find over combination between metal caps, artistic textures with their spectrum of neutral color in satin fabric. A simultaneously creativity over simple touch in this shoes collection by Stefano Pilati. So what do you think?

Images: Vogue

Michael and Ivone Wedd

2011-09-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

I've got many wedding invitation this September from my fellas, my parents told me that when the moon's face is in the full face, it's the best month to held the wedding ceremony. The first invitation was from Michael, he is one of my college friends, and finally he got married with Ivone. The wedding party held on Pakuwon ballroom, and I met a lot of uni's friends, such as reunion. How I've been missed that stage of life. Anyway, congratulate to Michael and Ivone :)

Mango tube dress | Zara nude platform heels | Unbranded black clutch |

routines

2011-09-05T11:05:00.000+08:00

I am back to work today, I am sleepy zombie now, and I wanna back to holiday, where you could sleep all day on the bed, have a lazy time while listening fave songs on the yummy couch, eat a ton of snacks/ foods, take a shower in the mid of afternoon, take some walk at mall all day, DVD time all day, play stack of UNO also Monopoly deal card until sunrise. That's so great when the holiday is coming, but it's over for this year, ooo my fully week holiday.

I can hear the sound of the stressed mind which will be coming in this mid of Sept, yes! the delivery term of my project! I've been sick of it, because the factory had been calling me and told me that it'll be late. I hope everything just gonna be okay, please.

thus, I heard two sad news from my friends during the holiday, Purnama's father was sick and been caring in the hospital for last 3 days till now - I hope your father will get well very soon, pur. Also Herry's daddy was died - deepest condolences for him and his family. God bless you guys.

TIRED

2011-08-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Image from Chibird

tired adj.

Exhausted of strength or energy; fatigued.
Impatient; bored: tired of the same old sandwiches.
Overused; hackneyed: a tired joke.

I am so tired today, been driving for 3 hrs to have a family meeting out of town, and need a full rest 12-hrs start now. Ciao!

Bon Ami

2011-08-24T00:13:00.001+08:00

I took my dinner on last Saturday night at Bon Ami restaurant, and they opened new resto at Duryat st. Galantine and Salmon steak as mine and sista choice. Too bad I cannot go there with my dad and mom, they had their med check-up at KL. Then, straight went to Eat and Eat to take a peek. It's a new venue to have your dinner or lunch menu, and reminds me of Food republic food court at Vivo city singapore. Nice!

I love those rings!

Clutches

2011-08-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with clutches and these below clutch is attracted me! and I think a clutch is "a-must-have-item" in your closet. Do you agree with me?

Zara clutch as seen on Fashion Squad

Louis Vuitton

Burberry Prorsum

Channel

Diane von Furstenberg

Dsquared2

Etro

Hermes

Marc Jacobs

Nina Ricci

Sonia Rykiel

Stella Mccartneys

Valentino

Louis Vuitton

Images from Fashion-Style

a new AGE

2011-08-19T20:00:00.003+08:00

August moves so fast, and time is ticking in a rush.

Have you clearly felt as I do? thus, I was wondering what should I do in my new age of 25? Yes, I was officially twenty five now, a quarter decade of life. Everything in forward seems so blur, and I drowned in my mind. I will never back in my sweet seventeen, or my first age anyway. Quite worrying about future, keep thinking my steps now, and more thoughts. Stressing moment (read: "galau" in Bahasa). If I could, I would stop my time, and relax for a moment. But I cannot and time will never stop.

I had have a child dream - when I were grown-up and be a mature, I would like to have happy ever after life with my family and my friends. A simple dream, yet hard to apply. I must beware in my steps now, it decided my own future. is it worse or good? is it nice or bad? a repetition warning for me, it applied over my life recently, all aspects - Job, love, daily, even foods! Holiday and relax, maybe I should have this two "me" moments, to put myself through this quarter-life-syndrome. and I will! soon!!.

My manager said "you should have your craziness's moment in a life, while you're still young". I guess he's so damn right.

but overall, I felt blessed because I can doing all I can do for now; helping my parents to care of my siblings, satisfying because I can live free of financial support from them, having my own life insurance, great experiences, and more. I should blessed, am I? I put my best in my life, although I got myself derailed from the line, but Thanked God, He always help me through the hard time. Always.

25. A number to calculate your time of life. A new age added for a new life. Once my friend said "we never remember years, thus remember it moments each day, so enjoy it while you're still breathing"

66 years old

2011-08-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Independence Day for my country, Indonesia.

Although you are not perfect as a country, but you are always be my beloved home. Wherever I go, whenever I live, you keep me back to you. I hope on your 66 yrs old, this country will be better than before. Vanished away those corrupts criminal, and please take care our hometown carefully. God bless you, Indonesia!

I took my dinner on XO cuisine, and meet-up with my lovely friends at Sutos (seems I got there a long time ago, maybe 6 months ago). Its been a pleasure to have a dinner, and karaoke at Friday night. I have a fun night with my girl.

and hey, did you notice that I wear red blazer? although I never plan to wear it on this Independence day *wink

Strawberry shop blazer| Unbranded white blouse| Guess watches| Zara black short

Prime and Bee

2011-08-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

Charles and Keith heels and chain bag| Zara short| Unbranded top| Guess watches

everybody said that we are so similar in face, isn't it?

I've been watching Transformer 3 with my sister, and quite surprised when I spot there was no Megan Fox in this movie, and they changed her with Huntington-Whiteley, one of Victoria secret's angels. Also this third series of Transformer is boring! I was sitting on the cinema 2.5 hrs to watch this movie, sleepy and boring. All the action took too long time, and so fast in the ending when the real battle begun.

Although I loved all those "ohmyGod-I-want-it" cars, but it didn't makes my sleepy head turn-on. and back again to Whiteley, she has an adorable size, very beautiful face, and I love her british accent, but she's no good in this movie, I think she was too perfect in this kind of action movie. I prefer Fox than her. No offense for her fans *winks

But I love all her style! casual, formal, into her movie's premiere. and she is Statham's beloved girlfriend, too perfect to envy.

Images from Google images.

newheader!

2011-08-09T01:00:00.001+08:00

image via vanity teenagers

I changed my header today, whaddaya think?

electric blue shot

2011-08-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

Blue is in the air, you can simply find every blue outfit in your closet, whether it's simple cut-off jeans, sweaters, blazers, bags and anything of blue. But every color have its contrast and brightness. I took electric blue as a "must-have-thing-in-your-closet", you can add any extra or supplement in this color for your special occasion, and Voila! everyone deeply gazed on you.

I am in love with electric blue these days, especially to use on this spring summer season. Spring 2011 collections from designers such as Jason Wu, Mulberry were spotted with rich blue tones, it looks like this is one color that will be sticking around for quite some time.

Image source: Fashionologie

enclosure

2011-08-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

Just wanna popping up and showing that I still in here. I got a new "side" job, as a course teacher (again) after hiatus for awhile, and now back to teach a high school teen. She took her major in science. As you knew, I had been graduated from my high school in a past 7 years ago. Its quite a long time ago since I opened up a mathematics, physics, chemistry, biology. A big trouble, and quite insane when I must learn it over and over again, and it takes more time to teach her. Time sure moves so fast, year flies away uncontrollable. Here I am in my quarter decade of my life.

When I got a questions about molecular theory, logarithm, vector, bla bla blaaa, I got a black and blank spot in my head "what am I supposed to do?" *sigh. completely forgot it, since I never touched anything of those books for my job as a marketing. hahahaha. I hope I can do my best to help this girl. I will.

Source: Tumblr

August Love

2011-08-01T17:15:00.001+08:00

I raised my pleasant, joyfulness, happiness, satisfy, great mood in August. Always. It's not because I was born in this month (well I took this point as an advantage), but this month always got me in a lucky condition. I knew that I must be wrong to take care for this month only, but not at all, I love every month in a year, but I love more in August. I got a new part-time job, an extra pay, a new laptop, a new damon braces for my teeth, and more lucky until end of month. *smile.

Another good things, yay! it because Harry Potter, Transformer and another Hollywood's movies will coming in this month, after break for awhile. It's good to hear. I received a ticket for me and my sister to watch Transfomer 3 for this weekend. Bumblebee, wait for us. And have a well fasting for Islamic member in this 30 days ahead :)

Source: weheartit

super heat

2011-07-25T10:55:00.000+08:00

Today, I feel so dizzy because of the sun heat in this morning. I got a Blackberry messenger from my friend, he said "how hot is Surabaya now?, in here at Toronto is F* hot, 45 deg C recently" Wow! in here at Surabaya, 38-39 deg C is already HOT, and I never thought if 45 deg C happened, maybe I will swim/ take a bath all day long to re-cooling my body. Have you got the heat like us? so please please ppl, save our earth starting from little actions, e.g. drop your rubbish in the garbage, keep your environment neat and clean.

My clear remembrance of clean city took me to Singapore, I always have a warm, clean, neat, ambiance outta there, and it feels extremely great. Our bad habit to treat environment so inversely different with singaporean, and we are never to take seriously about this in Indonesia. You can spit on everywhere in here, you can throw away trash anywhere, all without any hard feeling and no distinct law to vanish those earth-crime. That's the pathetic fact in here.

Coco Rocha on ELLE August ed.

2011-07-22T15:24:00.001+08:00

Who doesn't know Coco Rocha in fashion runaway? You can mostly seeing her in every cover magazine and runways for handful of designers, mostly for Anna Sui and Marc Jacobs. Moreover, Naomi Campbell mention Rocha as her new favorite model on 2006 at Anna Sui's backstage. Again, I saw her in ELLE for August 2011 edition, dressed in outfits from Giorgio Armani, Gucci and Prada to Louis Vuitton, D&G, and Yves Saint Laurent. She looks so fabulous, fascinating, and energetic. My fave looks is her various pose for Gucci, Alexander Mcqueen and Erdem! Totally a photogenic and uber-stylish shots.
Enjoy her looks.

Photographed Matthias Vriens-McGrath

Styled Anne-Marie Curtis

Courtesy: Fashion69

Lively's first Chanel Ad 2011

2011-07-21T10:24:00.001+08:00

It's been along ago I'd been watching Blake Lively & Leighton Meester on Gossip Girl series, although their acting will never go for Oscar, but I think they pretty good to look at. One of my fave series. I take a peek of Lively's first Chanel Ad, as everyone knew that she got an honor as a mademoiselle Chanel handbag, what a every woman's dreams. Isn't it?

It seems that Karl Lagerfeld and Blake Lively have become pretty close on those photo session's back set, and like Lily Allen who did a handbag campaign for Chanel a couple years ago, is recently having her wedding dress designed by Lagerfeld, who knows what relationship between them might bring for the Lively's future?

Which photo is your favourite?

Image source: Purseblog

Charlotte Olympia Resort 2012 collection

2011-07-20T10:35:00.006+08:00

Like Christian Louboutin and his red soles, like YSL and his tributes, designer Charlotte Olympia Dellal highlighted her signature two-inch front platform in a bevy of jewel-toned hues, glamorous gold finishes, and sleek satin. Clear clutches that come with a selection of different colored inserts are also available, and can easily be switched up to complement different outfits. This signature collection have many different, and versatile styles.

So take a peek, shoe lovers.

Image source: Fashionologie

New baby gadget

2011-07-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

I added Blackberry Onyx2 for my mobile phones last month. Yes, I still use my IPhone instead the BB. It freakin me crazy for awhile since my finger cramped because of Blackberry Messenger. All of my friends laugh on me "hey, you're so LATE! it's passed three years from the first Blackberry booming in Indo! LOL" and tons LOL comments for me. Thanks guys for the laughs.

Anyway, I added Blackberry as my handheld, because my manager, SPV, and CEO keep pushing me to have it. They cursed me because I don't have it, It always stressing them to message-ing me by Yahoo messenger, because my account not available 24/7. Thanked to my papa for the gift :)

GO DO!

2011-07-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

Wipe off your jealousy, girl, and you'll find yourself satisfied with who you are. With no jealousy, there will be no more intimidation, and those insecurities you have, will be gone. Look at it this way, there's no "who's better than who" because each of us were born to be who we are. So, lets just make the best out of it. Don't drown ourselves with resentment, wanting to be like others that we're not. Throw away those regrets of past, because once you get through it, you'll feel free and easy. The past is irreversible, and you shouldn't live your olden times as future. The clock is ticking, waiting for you to change!

nowadays

2011-06-26T22:21:00.010+08:00

"No matter how bad you feel, or what horrible thing happens to you, the world just keeps on going. The rest of the world doesn’t even realize that the monsters are eating your heart. A long time ago it use to bother me that I could be in such confusion, such pain, and the world just didn’t give a shit. The world, the creation as a whole, is designed to move forward, to keep on keeping on without any one individual person. It feels damned impersonal, and it is. But, then, if the world stopped rotating just because one of us was having a bad day, we’d all be floating out in space." Narcissus in Chains by Laurell K. Hamilton

Hello readers, weekend is coming and what have you done for it? I hope this last weekend of June will bring some great memories to you all (: Can I share some miscellaneous in my mind? If you got yourself too boring too read this, you can pass this post then browse the next post.

Nowadays, I always got myself in various mistakes, problems, and any others life's experience. I guess you should have as same as mine too. I remember one of my friend told me "if you don't have any probs in your life, it means you had die, and lie in the ground, cause you have nothing to worried about. You should thankful have a huge probs in you life, cause you live a life by those things." But, sometimes I got myself so tired and just wanna vanished myself away for some time and back with a new spirit, at the same time, I felt so great had this one of life's experiences taught me of something.

A baby will never learn to know what is this and what is that thing if they aren't experience and know-how by themselves, in their environment and also ppls around them. Life teaches you what's wrong and right by giving you some punishment and reward. Learning to be thankful and blessed by what you've reach, what you've got, and what you've learn until now, it will make your life more precious and worth. Remember to watch and to open you eyes, many ppls never have as yours. Take care of our precious life, readers (:

you can saw me through

2011-06-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

Sheer! I'm in love with sheer fabrics recently, you can caught me in this fabrics mostly. It's so lightly comfortable to wear, to mix and match with other style, especially to wear in my country, since it always summer in here. It looks exceptionally good combined with other fabrics or just on its own. Don't beware of too much of it, add more pleats and frill, boom! you'll lookalike a lady, the effect you hardly wish to get. It is both beautiful and flirty, but it is also romantic, feminine and totally chic.

3.1 Philip Lim

Alberta Ferretti

Nina Ricci

All depends on how you wear it. You can be bold enough to wear sexy lingerie underneath your sheer clothes or something more demure to keep your style. Play with sheer garments of different colors is so fun. Evening gowns mostly used this fabrics to present the best example on how sheerness can be both classy and sophisticated when embedded into a beautiful complex style design. You can see the body through the sheer, the transparency contributes to the body-conscious allure of these dresses in spite of their floor-sweeping length. Pair you best silky-sheer gowns with additional silhouette and make sure the peek-a-boo sections are placed to the best spots of your figure, and VOILA! you'll be the best spot that are worth of attention.

Chloe

Dennis Basso

Emilio Pucci

J.Mendel

Roberto Cavalli

Salvatore Ferragamo

Zac Posen

Alberta Ferretti

Photos via Style.com

Limitless

2011-06-20T11:19:00.001+08:00

Damn so true. Live a limitless life, cause you've never ever turned the time back. Good time, bad time, happy or sadness, that's life! Enjoy it while you can.

stay healthy, daddy

2011-06-11T13:32:00.001+08:00

My daddy got an accident a week ago, and now he is still on recovery. I was so afraid back then when I heard my dad was sent to hospital. I can't even think what do I do if he were gone. But thanked God he is fine, and could go home a few days ago. He was live alone in other city, while I was here with my mom and siblings. It's not what you're thinking, my dad had his job out of city, and will see us once a month.

Get well very soon, dad <3

skips a beat

2011-06-09T16:49:00.001+08:00

My heart says Go but my brain says No
And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid
- Lenka

Semi-Dinner

2011-06-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

I hate my city's weather, it makes me sick a couple days. Flu, nausea, cough always got me these days. I could make my clothes wet because of the rain, and dry it one hour later because it was so uber hot! prepare yourself and drinks more more water, it works.

anyway, I was go to Tunjungan plaza and took a dinner with my college friends last weekend at XO cuisine. I met them last gathering and we missed each other so much. Yeah! it really really hard to find a perfect match time to meet, since we already have our busy times everyday now.

I always miss them so much.

BALIfever

2011-05-30T16:03:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, when I heard him talking about Bali, I want to fly at Bali and stare my eyes at the sun on the beach. Look out that blue water of the beach, sunny weather, yummy suckling pig, body-tanning, and whole breathtaking landscape at Bali.
Damn! I really want to go Bali.

Baby Octopus

2011-05-28T15:47:00.001+08:00

Craving for Korean foods, and baby octopus a few weeks ago. Tadaa! My BFFs took me to Goota at Loop square and we had our dinner there. It was a clear night that day, the stars shines so bright that night. Too bad I can't captured it with my mobile-cam. Anyway, I was ordering a bowl of baby octopus, Kimchi and a miso soup. Nice!

Emerge of a feeling

2011-05-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

so what next?
I am so afraid that this will be a remedy
please don't be so good to me
I don't like your puppy eyes
your smile and laugh
your gently touch
I hate my speed-race heartbeat
my spoiled act
my comfort felt
It won't stop till now.

another week-end

2011-05-23T11:09:00.001+08:00

I went to Grand city mall with my bff, pur and tri to take a dinner, and karaoke (again). ROFL we are so in love with Karaoke's box. and hey have you tried Jenggala restaurant? it have a good taste indonesian's food with affordable price.

Have a great week-end guys!

Yogyakarta for vacant

2011-05-14T10:20:00.001+08:00

Traditional and modern dynamics are going on continuously in this palace.There's a lot of chance in this city from the last time I went there 10 years ago. Warm people, cultural habit, and traditional ethnic are three things I met in Yogyakarta.

I took my office gathering last month at Jogja (abbrev for Yogyakarta), and we had so much activities down there for three days. We slept in hotel which had so beautiful dam scenery back there and its so hommie, this hotel called Roemah Djawa. Whenever I took around in the central city or Malioboro rd, I felt like in Bali, and I felt this culture and tradition. I don't know why, or any of you have the same feeling like me?

Anyway, this pictures below will speak more than me, enjoy!
PS: I look fat at those photos!! aaarrggghhhhh

Hey you Sutos!

2011-05-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I went to Sutos (Surabaya town square). Maybe two or three months, LOL where was I?? instead I went Sutos with my bffs, I prefer to go cafe or other central malls in town, else I hate to find car-park in Sutos, it so crowded! Grrrrrrrr

anyway, it feels so great when I get myself there after a long time, I took my dinner with pur and tri at XO cuisine, and got a lot of conversation while we ate, and took a walk around sutos. Then outta of, we were going to Happy Puppy new venue karaoke (Dr. Soetomo rd) near there. It have a good interior like KTV at Senayan city. Try it guys!

Tri in "photo-session" demands

2011-05-03T11:13:00.001+08:00

I started to have those feeling for you
what am I supposed to do?
S.O.S!!!!

the Bule wents away

2011-05-03T10:53:00.001+08:00

See you Alb!

Jennifer's bf back to his his hometown, Melbourne. Jen, me, pur, and tri were accompanying him go to airport. It's been a while since we were seat and laugh together like that. I always have a warm and comfort feeling when I was with them. It's so nice.

I was wondering when will Alb and Jen get married and have their children in the future. Their children and their marriage life will be an indo-bule's culture. Hmmmm how could it be :)

skin changed

2011-04-13T16:56:00.001+08:00

I changed my mind, and I changed my blog-themes with a little more modification (later). so how do you think?

source: fuckyeahblonde

my food-porn

2011-04-12T17:50:00.001+08:00

source: food porn

*drooling. I want those cakes. Yummy..

I will finished my abstinence a week later after forty days no rice, no seafood, no meat. I just eat plain noodle, eggs, white bread, and vegetables-fruits salad. Only. This is my food porn place, while my mind goes there, Enjoy it!

No Strings

2011-04-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

I've been watching No String Attached with my old fellow, Arauna. It's been 6 months since we're meet each other, and in 7 months ahead, she'll graduated as a medical doctor. I'm so proud as her friend :) anyway, we watched it at grand city, and this movie is so west-west wild's type movie, cause you will meet Ashton's butt in there *oopsss!! hahahaha but it's so funny. But in fact, I don't even think of myself if I was the "Natalie's cast" on this movie, have a sex-buddy with no-love-feeling, and absolutely no strings attached between us. That's really irrational, yet unbelievable. Maybe it because I was raised in strict family and hey! I'm east-culture lineage, my mother always said that "do not play with fire and with a man, cause you'll lose your life for sure". How about you?

anyway, when I was walking with Arauna, I always felt so petite, and she wears high-heels too! Geez* She is so tall, so slim; while I have small-short size, LOL. I am twenty five now, and I couldn't raised up my height anymore, and it's final. Poor fact, but anyhow, I always love myself :)

enjoy it, then raise!

2011-04-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

So if you're too school for cool, and you're treated like a fool
you can choose to let it go, we can always party on our own
so raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the right ways,
all my underdogs, we will never be never be anything but loud
and nitty gritty, dirty little freaks, won't you come on and raise your glass
- PINK

It's a life, and enjoy it while you can
with NO REGRET!

He's my Binnie

2011-04-05T16:00:00.001+08:00

Source : various site at Google.com

He, called Hyeon Bin, is my recently eye-candy. After finished watching Secret garden, he got my attention and I spotted his photo shots at many magazine's cover, commercial break video, and also his movie; I never heard before, but after caught many press of him, I just realized that he's a great actor after all. Any of you got an eye for him, girls?

2011-04-01T10:18:00.001+08:00

Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We R who we R!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We R who we R!
- Kesha

source: fuckyeahblonde

Yoon Eun Hye for VOGUE

2011-03-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

Yoon Eun Hye covered the VOGUE korea. I am so in love with her. Everything she wears happened look so good on her. Look up her leg, and her way to show her style is fabulous. Don't you agree with me? Anyway, summer is coming, and I felt so excited.

Source: Asian Popcorn

conscience and conversion

2011-03-10T00:09:00.001+08:00

These days, I am too busy with my daily job. There's a lot things to do, and also got huge project in this year. Hope that all my job gonna be running well.

Most of the ppls in this world thinks that we should have a "great-thing-we-like-with-the-great-salary" job, I am absolutely agree, in fact I do really had a thought to start my own business. But for now, I like my job, although not in love in it. Sometimes I want to move out and to apply in the other company, but then I was reviewing again all my job-task plus the benefit I got back then, Especially, now I should pay all the daily bill such as mobile phone credits, insurance, apartment and vehicle loan. That's why I think twice more to move out. I will move from my comfort zone if I get myself secure with my all responsibilities, cause I'll never get my parents in this, and I am really sure I can do this by myself.

I think this is my other phase of a mature woman being. I couldn't stopped by to look around, while I have doing thing to complete my task. This is my choice, and I'll never regret. This is my investment for the future. Do you certainly have the insecure feeling like me, guys?

image from skinnybitch

Dellicio Annual Gathering

2011-03-07T00:21:00.001+08:00

smile, laugh, chat, share, eat, snapshot, hug, and many lot things I always do when I have annual gathering with my best friends ever from my college.

we still one, and never separated after this 7 years together.
that's US, that's a friendship that never shrunk.

After many years we were passed through, this is our third annual gathering after we were graduated 3 years ago. In so many ways, we were planning this moment and sharing together. I wished for another years more. But this time is so special, since one of the ladies, Karin, will held her wedding one week later. Congratulation, dear! also, all of us also exchanged each other val's day gift, and I got high heels from Jenni. Thank you, Jen! *kisses.

A lot of story we were sharing each other, from study to work, from marriage to baby. That was a differ ambiance and feeling with the old times, back then when we were on uni. We are grown-ups and mature. I am wondering at that time when we had this annual gathering with our each other wife/husband and our kids. This year, we'll have our annual gathering again, maybe on Christmas, and two of my friends will be as the planner of the gathering. I am so excited to look forward from them.

by the way, tell me your gathering with your BFFs too, guys!

2011-03-07T00:09:00.001+08:00

I've been slacking updates these days. Been a long time didn't checking my page, blogwalking and doing some-cyber-in-touch; during these months I was and am really busy with my job. My boss was coming, preparing office-gathering, project list in my accounts, and huge of to-do-list every week.

anyway, I miss my summer season; in my city, the weather so unpredictable. you could see the sun and buuusssh! 5 minutes later the sun changed into cloudy then rain falls down. Today I am coming back from Jember, where my cousin got his wedding matrimony, I took my busy-days down there in this weekend, and really smack my body drop-down. I'm so exhausted and really need my bed now.

so Good night, world :D

midnight laughing

2011-03-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

I had watching Four Christmases movie at midnight cinema with Jen and Purnama, my high school BFFs, and really this movie was a movie I really recommended to watch with your family. It is so funny, although this movie is not a brand new movie. I was laughing so loudly back then with my friends, and I really sure that those ppls around our seats was laughing loud too. Vince Vaughn's acting was so matching with his character in this movie, maybe I can suggest Adam Sandler only as his rival. hahaha :D

You should watch this movie, guys!

It's highly recommended.

Gotta the feeling and still in

2011-02-11T01:04:00.001+08:00

Welcome to Surabaya (again) & Happy Birthday, Alberto!

Been a half year since I met Jen's bf, Alberto. We were making surprise for him and brought some cake tart plus non-extinguished candle flame. LOL. we took our quality time with karaoke, chat, and share our story, since me and my friends didn't have time to hang out like the old days before. I've been missing this time.

I took my dinner at Excelso with purnama and tri (my duet friends), and as usually order Pastrami herb potato with simple hot lime tea. yeah, I got cough and flu this two weeks, took 3-differs-medicine yet I still felt so bad. In the car, tri always "shoo-ing" me to open the window cause my cough never stopped. hahaha *sorry guys.

I am so excited to arrange my time (again) with them, next weekend :)

How's about your weekend?

Kiss me goodbye!

2011-02-09T23:37:00.001+08:00

image from skinnybitch

Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
- GLEE cast

*for him, who just stole my heart last time, and gave me the broken one back.
there you go, a good damn bye!

summer-cloudy

2011-02-09T21:37:00.001+08:00

I left New year season, and look forward for a new achievement on this twenty eleven. From the past January, my job was running so fast and I've been missing my slowly-moment in life. My hectic days will roll and move so fast for the rest of year. I can smell that days, but one thing for sure, there is a new brand day every time I take a breath in the morning. That's a daily gift God for me.

Sorry I've been a bad bad blogger, without any update at all. I will try hard to keep in touch with this microcyberworld. Thank you for you who always keep in touch and stay a while in my blog. Enjoy my story life, guys and keep moving forward!

pleated slacks

2011-02-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

slacks [slæks]

pl. noun - informal trousers worn by both sexes

images from Zara; Mango.com

Those are latest looks for summer season by Zara and Mango. I love the heat of summer with colorful clothes.Recently, I am pleated-pants-in-love. I got two pieces from my favorite brand last week. Nice one, and most of all, it was so comfort to wear.

Pinky Saturday

2011-01-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

I've been going watching The Tourist with tri, yes, just both of us dating in cinema, I made a pinky promise accompanying tri watched it. How poor I am! hahaha. since everyone already watching Tourist, no one left except tri *haish. As my expectation, in Surabaya every two person who hang out together will assume as a couple. what a tiny mini minded! that's a problem in here. But I don't take my mind on it, and enjoy myself relax hey! The tourist is perfect lazy Sunday movie choice, its not hard movie yet not an easy plot story. Thus, most of all, I was stupefying with Angelina Jolie's uber glam dresses in there. Uuughhhh! and her adorable make up. I love you, A. hahaha

anyway, tri was super narcissistic, and always keep pushing me around took his photo. great! and below is his photos, minus me cos I was too busy take care of this big baby boy! hahahaha. Chinese cuisine at Fajar closing my day so perfecto, since I was so drooling to eat Chinese's food from a month ago. So poor I am, my first hang out day, I spent it with tri (only).

so How's your weekend?

stupefied, dazed, startled

2011-01-05T10:19:00.001+08:00

because of you, I was there alone
startled to watch you with that girl
dazed cause you leave me behind
my heart completely stupefied
I am trying not to fall back into my old patterns
that's enough

Liar Gulliver story

2011-01-02T16:42:00.001+08:00

images taken from IMDB.com

Been watching Gulliver's travels, based on Purnama's recommended movie, and it was so funny when you watched Jack Black playing a gigantic person in lilliput's land. I watched it in 3D, actually I don't like 3D movie, because I must wears a 3D glass, and it always hurt my ears in the end *fiuhhh. I watched it with my sister and families at Grand City, which was so crowded with the kids who playing around with a clown (there was an event in there).

one thing I could concludes from this story was don't be a liar or a faker to attract someone nor to put yourself in comfort zone, cause in the end everyone will hurt and disappointed by your careless. Just be yourself :D

Hello 2011!

2011-01-02T12:38:00.001+08:00

Seasons greetings to everyone!
May this coming year will bring you peace, good health, good cheer, and much prosperity.
Best wishes for Happy New Year 2011.

When New Year comes, my remembrance of my college's memory is always coming back fill-in my heart. It because on those times, I never got myself in a seriously thought for my new year and the next year. I just took myself fun, and let it flow like the air. But now, in my age, as time goes by, year over years is always changed to charged to be a better person, to gain a great opportunity for the future, yet started to think to get a family. Actually, the thoughts will represent your vision of future. Sometimes I got myself confused and stressed to think about it.

After all, last year was a development year for me. I build my day with a joy of work, that was my only comfort zone. My hope in 2011, I must decided which is "a real job" for me, and must really seriously work in my financial aspect as my future crucial thing. They said "Money is not everything in a life" but "Without money, you can't live a life!"

Happy Christmas

2010-12-26T17:51:00.001+08:00

images taken from various sites on Google

Christmas is not a time or a season but a state of mind. To cherish peace and good will, to be plenteous in mercy, is to have the real spirit of Christmas - Calvin Coolidge

Thanks Santa for giving me precious gift in this Christmas, and I was so grateful to have quality time with my family this year. Not so special in many treatment, but it was a warm moment between us. We took our dinner every day until end of year, got our quality conversation with family, gathering with my big family, then together watching family movie, Tangled. That was so amazing days.

Instead with my family, I have had no plan with my ex-college friends, we were separated in so many ways. Some of them were going vacation abroad and or live in other province, thus many reasons that we couldn't held our Christmas dinner like the last two years. And of course we couldn't exchange gifts. We will get our late dinner on January or February after they're back in Surabaya. I miss them all.

Last but not least, Happy Christmas all.

God bless you :D

The last Advent before the Yule

2010-12-20T12:18:00.001+08:00

I've been going to church last Sunday for the last Advent day and it seems that every church at my city decorated their building and the Christmas's tree. It such a joyful Yule. I love the ambiance and the feeling of Christmas. Five days more until the Eve, and I got my little surprise, my daddy will back to town! yay! It such a long time, we didn't gather and spend time together as one big family.

Many people were wrote-down their wishes, and trust Santa for his coming to bring a box of gift. It such a wonderful magical belief in each people's heart. Apparently, I still thinking what I wish for this Christmas. a box of Tiffany? a bunch of lingerie? a branded Louis Vuitton's bag? hmmm I could buy all of it with my own money if I want to *no offense. But if I could choose one, I would trade all of it with amount of warm moment with my family and also the healthy for my parents, they had hard years to raise their children step by step and to work very hard until they were careless with their own body. My daddy had to separate to work on their own at other city, it such a big missing piece in my family. So, could you give a box of healthy to my parents and a box of warm moment in my family, Santa?

shuffling my playlist on

2010-12-16T12:49:00.001+08:00

source: weheartit

I am downloading some album and artwork today, and completely repeatedly Nicki Minaj's song over and over again. From Pure Bossa recycle songs, Bruno Mars, Taylor Swift, My Chemical Romance, Nicki Minaj, Justin Bieber My World acoustic (which was on worldwide top trending twitter), Linkin Park; I was totally emptied my Gigabyte for the Internet quota this month. Hahahaha. So what's on your Ipod's playlist this month? my current playlist is :

Nicki Minaj ft Will I Am - Check It Out (Remix)
Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song
Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)
Yolanda Be Cool - We Don't Speak No Americano (Original)
Far East Movement - Like a G6
Rihanna ft Drake - What's My Name?
David Guetta ft Wynter - Toyfriend
Pitbull ft T-Pain - Hey Baby (Drop It To The Floor)
Katy Perry - Firework
Far East Movement ft Ryan Tedder (One Republic) - Rockeeter

Papi Brucey

2010-12-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

I've been watched for RED abbrev from Retired Extremely Dangerous. This film is funny, and recommended to watch whether at cinema theater or on your DVD's player. I love you, papie Brucey! LOL he always doing that action style perfectly, and he is one of my favorite's actor so far.

source: IMDB

anyway, about DVD's player, I bought the new one last day for myself, since the old one was so annoying to play. I hate it when you were entered the dvd to the machine, and when the movie finished it won't comes out! *sigh I had my good and bad moment with my last machine. hahaha.

harry potter and the deathly hallows part one

2010-11-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter fever all over the world on the premiere. I think the phenomenon is way much greater than Twilight did last month. I've been watching this last sequel of Harry Potter on Saturday with Vera at Grand City XXI. I think all the casts were grown ups, and the story plot is darker than any other Harry Potter series even though I was expected this last story will full of action rather than others sequels. Believe or not, I haven't read the last two books of it, so I couldn't compared the story, Uugghhhh I need to read it soon before the part two coming next year. Hey, Dobby was in this sequel, too bad he was died here; anyway, I think you should watching this part one, until the last part will premiere next year.

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2010-11-26T16:56:00.002+08:00

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grateful for His blessings

2010-11-23T16:31:00.001+08:00

Nowadays, I always keep myself being grateful everyday
Cause I still alive with my families, and friends
I could breathing for free, and laughing out loud
Just says "Thanks to God"

my littlest best-boy-friend birthday

2010-11-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, 3!

I was planning to give surprise to Tri, as he had his birthday last Sunday on 12AM in his house. We were prepared candles that hard to blow off also with the birthday cake. He was so happy and we were laughing each other when watched him blowing the candle but it can't turned off. LMAO. Then we were eating Yunghoo porridge in the mid of the night, phew* guilty pleasures huh. On Sunday noon, at 6. Tri was held his birthday dinner at HappPup karaoke and buffet dinner, we were singing for 4 hours. It was a great time although Jen must be going to watched Harry Potter 7 on 9PM, so here we were with the rest of Tri's friends. Happy birthday, boy! its good when we see others happiness and smile in their face and life.

Anyway, Good luck for your career, 3! :)

less than forty days until ..

2010-11-16T11:22:00.001+08:00

images randomly from weheartit

Send my apologize since I didn't make any improvement to take care of my beloved blog, but soon every time I have a moment to open up my mind, I wrote down here in my blog. It's been 3 years and more I have had my blog. Long story pages per se, and I tried to always keep my eyes on it. Hope that you are not boring to stay here with me. *high fives

Time flies so fast and it just real when I looked up my 2010 calender, 32 days until Christmas, 39 days until New Year 2011, and hell yeah! 9 months more for my next 25 Anniv. Since I got my bachelor degree, I have taken so much responsibilities, as a daughter, as the eldest son, as a money-oriented-worker, and as a human being. As it stands, I repeatedly told to myself that I must struggle on it, keep my best effort on it, then tried to help my parents; although sometimes I found myself over-exhausted of those responsibilities.

Lately, I knew that I got myself changed, I'd rather locked-up myself on my room, drawing my mind with many things, wondering the tomorrow to-do-thing, planning on my next future, and another activities that you might be thinks as the boring one. That was me the past 6 months even and now. I don't even know why, was I mature girl? did I take myself being old than my age? was I depressed? Well, all I know now is my everyday life is quite different from my friends who worked as a heiress of their parents company, who still studied to reach their maximum degrees, who not worried about their financial thing for now until the next future, and who have anything from their parents or their job. I am fully aware that my life doesn't happen in a nice calm timeline as it has for me and so that I've had to work very hard to get to where I will be tomorrow. I never know my future will.

For the past 22 years, my parents have had to take care on me and have been paying all my financial needs for me. But now, that I'm done school and I have a full-time job, they given me a responsibility on it, even though I still live my life with them and get a full-healthy-meal from my mom's made. I feel like I am growing up more and more every single day, and I learned to be smart and wise in organized my money. To afford my comfortable life, I must pay by myself all the expense such as bills, groceries, insurance, loan. So believe or not, I am left with very little pocket money at the end each month. I started outing less, and shopping less. I used to complain about having to pay all those things and not having enough money to buy the things I really want. But when it comes down to it, I'd much rather saving my money, or helps my parents and brothers-sister, and pursuing meaningful things in my life.

That's a change but I am pretty sure the trade off is way much better. I am more grown up, I am less wasteful, I am more grateful for what I have everyday. Whereas, I feel like I am growing up too fast, and I am too young to be taking so seriously. The thought of my retired day and my future life always in my mind everyday, and those things never flashed in my mind on the past behind. One thing for sure, we all have to grow up sooner or later, whether we like or not.

D&D Wedding Day

2010-11-12T13:29:00.002+08:00

I got invited last Sunday to the Davey and Diana's wedding at Pakuwon Imperial Ballroom. Both three of us (purnama, me and marisa) well prepared 1 hour before the party, we do the part of this wedding as the usherette. The theme of the party is Broadway in Love, but honestly I was not applied those theme in my dress, since we must wears the black dress. Anyway, Davey is Jennifer's elder brother, and He is the founder of Donini bags brand, also son of the founder of Rotelli and Gosh shoes brand.

Nothing be run-of-the-mill in this wedding, the theme is completely extraordinary. I feed up my self with hachi-hachi's sushi roll, la rucola's salmon bread, and jco's yoghurt as dessert. Yes! this is standing party with those brand food, and many another brand which I was not able eat to. Then, hey there's photobooth and fashion show too. Great! We had spending our time at photobooth with Jennifer and others usherette. It was a tucker night but also a jolly moment.

Mango dress| VNC patent black pump| Unbranded accecories and clutch

Congratulations to ko Davey and ce Diana for the wedding.
All best wishes for your embark on your new life as a newly wed couple.
Let all your dreams come true and every minute be a feast.
I wish you eyes full of joy and long and interesting life together.

worthless people

2010-11-02T15:53:00.001+08:00

Images anonymously taken from Google

Which one will you choose? a lot of friends or a little worthed friends? I am not being narcissistic or conceited for thinking ppl who want to be my friend. But I am tired of somethin called friendships that never makes me growing up or amount to anything meaningful. This is my mature part of life, this is my choice. Being realize that some ppl are actually worthed in your life while others have no purpose taken. Stopped it babe, cause in this life, quality of friends rather than quantity of friends. You have to pick and choose your friends wisely, spits out the negative/ useless, and stands up the real/ worthed among your partner.

I have a great amount of friends, but if you know me, you'll know that I always being with those same friends. I have invest a lot of time and effort kept my friendship. Call me snobby or sarcasm, but you'll get the same argument as mine cause life is too short to stay up with someone who doesn't try or have an effort with you. Once more, it's more important having a little amount of friends than a bunch of worthless friendships.